A FREE 3-DAY LIVE INITIATION

A live creative and sexual alchemy experience for women ready to unleash their art, eros, intuition, and wild creative life force.

August 27th-29th, 2026

1pm HST | 6pm CST | Live on Zoom

3 days. Paint, feel, remember who the fuck you are.

No experience needed.

She is still in there.
The woman who
feels everything.
Who creates from instinct, from longing,
from the wet, wild, knowing part of herself
that has been quietly waiting
while you managed, performed, and held it all together.

She wants color. She wants to make a mess. She wants to relish in the beauty of her body. She wants to erupt turn-on. And live her unapologetic truth.

What this is really about, babe?

Return of the Muse is a 3-day live experience for the woman who is ready to reconnect with her inner artist, clear what's been weighing her down, and open to a more alive, expressed, and turned-on way of being.

Your creative life force and your sexual life force are not separate.

The same part of you that knows how to desire, receive, feel deeply, and come alive in your body is the part of you that creates. In this space, we make art that dismantles perfectionism and control and allows us to attune to our creative/erotic current.

This is not a generic creativity or feminine embodiment workshop.
We’re not here to make something pretty and wear lingerie while we perform pleasure.


This is a
3-day initiation into what happens when a woman stops overriding herself and lets her turn-on lead the way.

And were using what I call“Oracular Creation”to take us all the way there.

Oracular creation is the practice of becoming an oracle through art: opening yourself as a vessel for God, spirit, or a deeper knowing to reveal itself in physical form. You may begin with an intention or vision, but rather than controlling the outcome, you allow the painting itself to lead, teach, and show you what wants to emerge.



Through oracular painting, ritual, and sisterhood you’ll walk away knowing:

That you were always the artist.

That your desire is sacred intelligence.

That slower is actually faster.

That chaos births creation.

That God wants to blow your mind.


The Woman holding the space.

But the thing was, life was DULL when I wasn’t embracing who I am. I’m a Scorpio stellium with a deep wellspring of passion for the erotic and for art. Since I was young, I remember looking around and thinking, sexual energy could be one of the most healing forces in the world. So why had it become such a source of pain?

I was determined to reclaim both my eros and my creativity. I was a sexy-ass artist, after all, and FUCK letting abusive men rob me of that.

So I went on a vision quest. God, my art, my eros, and me.

And I cracked the freaking code to my life.

Instead of seeing men as these beings with evil sword dicks, I began to see cock as sacred. I saw my pussy as a portal, and sacred sexuality began to penetrate my consciousness through my art. This was deeply healing, considering my body was NOT ready to experience that physically.

I discovered all of this during three and a half years of celibacy.

Over the last ten years, I have developed the methodologies and practices that became the foundational pillars of my work. These are the practices we’re going to explore inside this three-day experience.

Beyond healing my own life, which now honestly feels like a freaking romance novel and a love letter to life itself, I have gone on to help HUNDREDS of amazing women like you.

It is one of the greatest and highest honors of my life.

Hey babe! I’m Peyton.

You might not be able to tell from this photo, but I used to be SO AFRAID of my sexuality and my ability to create. I was living with chronic PTSD, struggling to function in society, and unable to even hold a job.

I was terrified of my beauty. I shaved my head, wore baggy clothes, and completely rejected my love of art and sexuality. I felt like I had “manifested” all these horrible things because of this energy.

Voices of the Women Who Came Before You

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This is for you if…

  • you feel disconnected from your creativity, desire, or deeper self

  • you’ve been repressing what you really feel or want

  • you’re tired of trying to be perfect

  • you know there is more life in you than what you’ve been living

  • you want to reconnect with the wild, feminine, visionary part of yourself

  • you’re craving beauty, truth, expression, and a space to breathe again

Over 3 days, we’ll move through:

Day 01 — The Call

Hear what’s calling you. Awaken desire. Begin again.

On this first day, we open the space for the muse to return.

We’ll explore what’s been stirring beneath the surface — the desires, longings, truths, and creative impulses asking for your attention. This is about listening for the call instead of overriding it.

You’ll begin by preparing your space, choosing your materials, and creating the first layer of your canvas with intention and instinct.


You’ll explore:

  • what’s calling you right now

  • where you’ve been hungry for more aliveness, beauty, or truth

  • what desire has been trying to show you

  • how to open yourself to creative guidance

Day 02- The Shedding

Release what’s weighing you down. Make space for truth, beauty, and expression.

On the second day, we clear what is in the way.

The pressure. The perfectionism. The old stories. The emotional weight. The roles you’ve outgrown. The things you’ve been carrying that were never yours to hold.

This is the day of release.

Through intuitive process and honest reflection, you’ll let the canvas hold what you are ready to put down.


You’ll explore:

  • what has been draining your life force

  • where you’ve been withholding expression

  • what you’re ready to release

  • what becomes available when you stop gripping so tightly!

Day 03 — The Return

Come back to your body, your art, and the wisdom within.

On this final day, we let something new emerge.

After desire has been honored and space has been created, you get to listen differently. Trust differently. Create differently.

This is where intuition leads.

You’ll continue the painting process by following what wants to come through — not from force, but from inner knowing. Not from performance, but from presence.


You’ll explore:

  • what is returning to you now

  • what your body and intuition have been trying to say

  • what wants to emerge through your art

  • how to create from trust instead of pressure

What you’ll walk away with

By the end of this 3-day experience, you’ll have:

  • a deeper connection to your desire and inner voice

  • a felt experience of emotional and creative release

  • a more intimate relationship with your body and intuition

  • an intuitive painting that holds your process

  • renewed access to your inner artist, muse, and feminine life force

Why this experience matters

So many women have been taught to override themselves.
To be productive instead of present.
To be polished instead of honest.
To perform instead of feel.

Return of the Muse is an invitation to come back.

To what is real.
To what is alive.
To what is beautiful and true in you.

You do not need to be an artist to join us.
You only need the willingness to listen.

See what others are saying…

Live Bonus!

Everyone who joins us live for all 3 days will be entered to win a special archival print of Ocean in a Shell from me.

($444 Value)

We will be doing a special give away during this event…so show up LIVE!

3 DAY LIVE INITIATION INTO TRUTH, BEAUTY, & PUSSY LEAD CREATION.

Event Details

Dates: August 27th-29th, 2026
Time: 1pm HST | 6pm CST
Location: ZOOM
Replay: available through 9/3/26 then it will be for purchase

If something in you has been waiting for permission to come alive again…
If your body has been asking for beauty, truth, and expression…
If the muse has been whispering, and you’re finally ready to listen…

This is your invitation.

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